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Totally Innocent
This table is not mostly cleaned off because a certain orange cat decided to knock everything on the floor. Certainly not.
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Firsts
The first time I say “goodbye” instead of “I’ll be back.” The first time I see your family without you. The first time I go to your favorite restaurant alone. The first time I can look at your picture without crying. The first time I mix present and past tense when talking about you. The…
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Backyard Coffee
I am broken, but I can still appreciate things.
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Sibling Day
Spent the day hanging out with my sisters in Harrisburg. There was some good food, but the company was better.
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Observations
My alarm got me up just after 1 am. I remember turning it off. I have no alarm set for that time, but now I can’t sleep, so I guess I’ll write instead. I keep seeing things that remind me of her. I keep hearing things in conversation that make me think she would find…
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Goodbye
This is the last picture I ever took of Kelli. She was admitted for abdominal pain and it was determined that she needed her gall bladder removed. The routine, non-invasive surgery couldn’t be done because of all the other surgeries Kelli’s had throughout her life, so they had to do the old school “giant cut…